It's for me, & it's worth it. ♥

H:167cm // SW:65.5kg // CW:55.4kg // HW:65.5kg // LW:46.7kg // GW:55.0kg // UGW:45.0kg

This is for me to stay motivated in being healthy(-ish) & feeling better about myself. If other people want to follow & be helped by it as well, that is awesome, but it's not why I'm doing this.

I have had various types of eating disorders in the past & I still struggle with it, although I am currently trying to lose weight the healthy way. Hopefully I will one day be rid of my eating disorders completely, but I don't expect this to happen & I'm okay with that. All I can do is not let it get it the way of the rest of my life, because it really is such a tiny piece of all that I am.

I do not encourage people to develop eating disorders. I have had about every kind there is & it sucks. I do support people who have them, whether they are trying to recover or not. I believe it's not anyone else's business to tell people what they are allowed to do with their own body. And I am certainly not one to judge.

"If they understand, no explanation is needed. If they don't, they never will."
~ Tuesday, April 30 ~
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A minute on the lips, a lifetime to enjoy family, loved ones, reading, painting, traveling, writing, watching sunsets and living life.
— Felice Fawn (she is currently trying to recover from ED)
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~ Saturday, April 27 ~
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~ Friday, April 19 ~
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~ Wednesday, April 10 ~
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I am so tempted to make a lesbian joke but I will retain myself.

I am so tempted to make a lesbian joke but I will retain myself.

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I don’t care what people say about being “too thin” & I know that it’s not realistic for me personally to achieve this kind of body in a healthy way, but I still think this is beautiful (that does not mean I think heavier bodies are ugly) & there will always be a part of me that hopes I’ll be able to look like this one day.

I don’t care what people say about being “too thin” & I know that it’s not realistic for me personally to achieve this kind of body in a healthy way, but I still think this is beautiful (that does not mean I think heavier bodies are ugly) & there will always be a part of me that hopes I’ll be able to look like this one day.

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~ Sunday, April 7 ~
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~ Sunday, March 31 ~
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The reality is that fat people are often supported in hating their bodies, in starving themselves, in engaging in unsafe exercise, and in seeking out weight loss by any means necessary. A thin person who does these things is considered mentally ill. A fat person who does these things is redeemed by them. This is why our culture has no concept of a fat person who also has an eating disorder. If you’re fat, it’s not an eating disorder — it’s a lifestyle change.

Lesley Kinzel (via curvesahead)

I will always reblog this because it is so so important. 

(via infinitetransit)

I just want to nail this to every stable surface I can find. I cannot count the amount of times that I’ve seen fat folks being encouraged, cajoled, and even forced into behaviors that would be recognized as disordered eating/exercising patterns in thin folks. 

Pretty much everything that’s done on shows like The Biggest Loser would be called out as pro-ana/pro-orthorexia in a thin person. Exercising past the point that it hurts, to the point where you’re throwing up, even injuring yourself? Berating yourself because you didn’t lose ENOUGH weight this week? Constantly talking about how fat is weakness and thinness will make everything better, about how you can’t stand to be your current weight anymore? Emphasis on weight as a sign of how much control, strength, and worth you have? Viewing food as bad, as a temptation to sin? Constant sharing and talking about tips on how to minimize food intake, how to lose weight? 

That sounds exactly like every pro-ana/pro-mia blog I’ve ever seen. It’s also what fat people are told we need to be doing to ourselves until we’re thin. 

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^This. this. this. this this this.

(via dawnthebrawn)

Yes. Yes yes yes yes yes.

Then we wonder why so many people give up when they can’t adhere to the disordered regime.

We need to be promoting and encouraging a lifestyle abundant in healthy food and fun, functional movement rather than deprivation.

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I can not with the accuracy of this. So many times I used to think “I’m not anorexic, I WISH I was anorexic, I just don’t eat because I always eat too much”. I remember walking into the ED clinic feeling so embarassed because surely all those skinny girls would wonder what I was doing there since I was clearly too fat to have an eating disorder, even though I was clinically underweight. People really need to stop acting like your weight is always a problem unless it’s “normal”. Being overweight does not make you any less capable of being happy & having an awesome life, & neither does being underweight. Yes it’s true that it has some negative effects on your physical health, but mental health should always come first. Don’t force yourself to eat or exercise less/more unless you genuinly want to. Other people can go fuck themselves, this is about you.

(Source: xojane.com)

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~ Sunday, January 13 ~
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eringeremick:

This is Haylee. I met her online recently and was given permission to share her story. Shes 16 years old and has been suffering with Anorexia Nervosa (binge purge subtype) for 10 years now. She has permanent heart problems, shes has 2 heart attacks since January, and was in a coma in March. Shes constantly in the hospital due to her eating disorder, and shes spent 7 months in the hospital this year. It’s come to my attention that there are a lot of people on tumblr with “pro-anorexic” blogs who seem to WANT this disease and give “tips” to their followers to “become anorexic”. I want you to look at this photo, at this young girl who has wasted 10 years of her life in agony and ask yourself, how can you be pro this? How can you encourage others to do this to themselves? Please reblog this and help it get around to other blogs to show the reality of eating disorders and the pain they cause and put a stop to “pro anorexia” blogs.

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