It's for me, & it's worth it. ♥

H:167cm // SW:65.5kg // CW:55.4kg // HW:65.5kg // LW:46.7kg // GW:55.0kg // UGW:45.0kg

This is for me to stay motivated in being healthy(-ish) & feeling better about myself. If other people want to follow & be helped by it as well, that is awesome, but it's not why I'm doing this.

I have had various types of eating disorders in the past & I still struggle with it, although I am currently trying to lose weight the healthy way. Hopefully I will one day be rid of my eating disorders completely, but I don't expect this to happen & I'm okay with that. All I can do is not let it get it the way of the rest of my life, because it really is such a tiny piece of all that I am.

I do not encourage people to develop eating disorders. I have had about every kind there is & it sucks. I do support people who have them, whether they are trying to recover or not. I believe it's not anyone else's business to tell people what they are allowed to do with their own body. And I am certainly not one to judge.

"If they understand, no explanation is needed. If they don't, they never will."
~ Monday, April 22 ~
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“ People will do what they feel they should do, instead of what makes them happy. If you’re lucky, the two combine. If you’re REALLY lucky, you won’t give a fuck.
— Me, written down in my old journal. Reading through these old notes, I am reminded of how much I actually like myself.
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~ Friday, January 25 ~
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Fuck yeah :)

Fuck yeah :)

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~ Tuesday, January 8 ~
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Kdhfghkdgkhffjg HOW. How does my post get over 2000 notes in less than a day??? THIS IS SO AWESOME!! (Fyi, the url at the top is different cause I was at someone’s blog who reblogged it. Hence the “notifications” button there.)

Kdhfghkdgkhffjg HOW. How does my post get over 2000 notes in less than a day??? THIS IS SO AWESOME!!

(Fyi, the url at the top is different cause I was at someone’s blog who reblogged it. Hence the “notifications” button there.)

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~ Monday, January 7 ~
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Holy fuck when did my post get this many notes??? O_____________O I didn’t even notice. ……I love you, tumblr.

Holy fuck when did my post get this many notes??? O_____________O I didn’t even notice.

……I love you, tumblr.

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~ Monday, December 31 ~
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“Start the new year with an empty glass jar. Write down every good thing that happens on a note & put it the jar. At the end of the year, open the jar & look at all the awesome stuff that happened that year.” Got this idea from tumblr, can’t wait to start :3

“Start the new year with an empty glass jar. Write down every good thing that happens on a note & put it the jar. At the end of the year, open the jar & look at all the awesome stuff that happened that year.”

Got this idea from tumblr, can’t wait to start :3

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~ Sunday, August 12 ~
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Just downloaded this iPhone app called Calorie Counter. I logged in all the food I’ve eaten & drinks I’ve had today & this is apparently what I’ve consumed. It lets you put in your weight, height, goal weight etc & it tells you how many calories you should consume/burn per day to reach it over a certain amount of time. You can also track your exercising. There’s apparently a “pro” version with lots more features, but it costs money. This version that I have is totally free. So let’s hope this does some good :) Btw, I am acctually really surprised at the amount of calories I’ve had today. I thought I’d eaten at least 2000, but it’s only like 1600. Huh. That kinda makes me feel like less of a fat ass :) If you wanna try it out too, just go ahead :) It’s free! (Just search for “calorie count” in the app store & it’s the first one.)

Just downloaded this iPhone app called Calorie Counter. I logged in all the food I’ve eaten & drinks I’ve had today & this is apparently what I’ve consumed. It lets you put in your weight, height, goal weight etc & it tells you how many calories you should consume/burn per day to reach it over a certain amount of time. You can also track your exercising. There’s apparently a “pro” version with lots more features, but it costs money. This version that I have is totally free. So let’s hope this does some good :)
Btw, I am acctually really surprised at the amount of calories I’ve had today. I thought I’d eaten at least 2000, but it’s only like 1600. Huh. That kinda makes me feel like less of a fat ass :)

If you wanna try it out too, just go ahead :) It’s free!
(Just search for “calorie count” in the app store & it’s the first one.)

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~ Thursday, July 12 ~
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Btw guys. Thoughts on my new shorts? I bought them yesterday & wanted to share because they are so awesome & I love them. That is all. As you were.

Btw guys. Thoughts on my new shorts? I bought them yesterday & wanted to share because they are so awesome & I love them. That is all. As you were.

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~ Sunday, June 24 ~
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Just wanted to share this because I finally drew a person that acctually kinda looks like the person it’s supposed to be!! The people I draw never look like the people I’m drawing! This is a big moment for me. lol (That is my fostermom’s bestfriend’s daughter. They asked me to draw a picture of her for her christening. P.S - I also took the photo on the left. Instagram ftw.)

Just wanted to share this because I finally drew a person that acctually kinda looks like the person it’s supposed to be!! The people I draw never look like the people I’m drawing! This is a big moment for me. lol

(That is my fostermom’s bestfriend’s daughter. They asked me to draw a picture of her for her christening. P.S - I also took the photo on the left. Instagram ftw.)

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~ Thursday, June 14 ~
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365 Day Challenge // Assignment 7 I love to go outside, especially at night, & just walk around. Sadly, I’m not able to do it as much I’d like. This photo was from today when I went to see Snow White & The Huntsman with my fostersister & her boyfriend. At least I got to do some walking + I love being in bigger cities (I’ve always lived in the tiniest of towns).

365 Day Challenge // Assignment 7

I love to go outside, especially at night, & just walk around. Sadly, I’m not able to do it as much I’d like.
This photo was from today when I went to see Snow White & The Huntsman with my fostersister & her boyfriend. At least I got to do some walking + I love being in bigger cities (I’ve always lived in the tiniest of towns).

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~ Friday, June 8 ~
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365 Day Challenge // Assignment 5 // Part 2 Here’s something else I just drew cause I felt like it. Not really preportionate, I know, but meh. I tried.

365 Day Challenge // Assignment 5 // Part 2

Here’s something else I just drew cause I felt like it. Not really preportionate, I know, but meh. I tried.

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