H:167cm // SW:65.5kg // CW:55.4kg // HW:65.5kg // LW:46.7kg // GW:55.0kg // UGW:45.0kg
This is for me to stay motivated in being healthy(-ish) & feeling better about myself. If other people want to follow & be helped by it as well, that is awesome, but it's not why I'm doing this.
I have had various types of eating disorders in the past & I still struggle with it, although I am currently trying to lose weight the healthy way. Hopefully I will one day be rid of my eating disorders completely, but I don't expect this to happen & I'm okay with that. All I can do is not let it get it the way of the rest of my life, because it really is such a tiny piece of all that I am.
I do not encourage people to develop eating disorders. I have had about every kind there is & it sucks. I do support people who have them, whether they are trying to recover or not. I believe it's not anyone else's business to tell people what they are allowed to do with their own body. And I am certainly not one to judge.
"If they understand, no explanation is needed. If they don't, they never will."
When your teenage daughter with a history of various EDs who is finally able to eat somewhat normally wants to have lunch at 11 instead of 12 because she’s fucking starving, telling her to “keep in mind how many calories you’re gonna burn today” because “you’ll only sit in your room all day” is maybe not such a fucking good idea.
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Why am I getting so intensely hungry right now, I just had breakfast? Oh wait… I had breakfast at 8, it’s almost 11. I spent 2 hours getting ready. Right.
— Me, every single god damn morning.
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