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It's for me, & it's worth it. ♥
H:167cm // SW:65.5kg // CW:55.4kg // HW:65.5kg // LW:46.7kg // GW:55.0kg // UGW:45.0kg
This is for me to stay motivated in being healthy(-ish) & feeling better about myself. If other people want to follow & be helped by it as well, that is awesome, but it's not why I'm doing this.
I have had various types of eating disorders in the past & I still struggle with it, although I am currently trying to lose weight the healthy way. Hopefully I will one day be rid of my eating disorders completely, but I don't expect this to happen & I'm okay with that. All I can do is not let it get it the way of the rest of my life, because it really is such a tiny piece of all that I am.
I do not encourage people to develop eating disorders. I have had about every kind there is & it sucks. I do support people who have them, whether they are trying to recover or not. I believe it's not anyone else's business to tell people what they are allowed to do with their own body. And I am certainly not one to judge.
"If they understand, no explanation is needed. If they don't, they never will."
This is for me to stay motivated in being healthy(-ish) & feeling better about myself. If other people want to follow & be helped by it as well, that is awesome, but it's not why I'm doing this.
I have had various types of eating disorders in the past & I still struggle with it, although I am currently trying to lose weight the healthy way. Hopefully I will one day be rid of my eating disorders completely, but I don't expect this to happen & I'm okay with that. All I can do is not let it get it the way of the rest of my life, because it really is such a tiny piece of all that I am.
I do not encourage people to develop eating disorders. I have had about every kind there is & it sucks. I do support people who have them, whether they are trying to recover or not. I believe it's not anyone else's business to tell people what they are allowed to do with their own body. And I am certainly not one to judge.
"If they understand, no explanation is needed. If they don't, they never will."
~ Tuesday, June 5 ~
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Quote from Anything Else (movie).
- Amanda: Don't be mad at me, but... I ate.
- Jerry: You ate?
- Amanda: I couldn't help it. I was starving when I got back from the audition, and so I had a little sliver of that Sara Lee cream cheesecake. Then I had another one. You know what I'm like when I get started, before I knew it I'd finished the whole cake.
- Jerry: You ate the whole Sara Lee cream cheesecake?
- Amanda: And then I figured, what the hell. I finished off the cold spaghetti in the refrigerator, and ate that last lobster tail and then I heated up some chicken pot pie.
- Jerry: Jesus, is there any furniture left in the house?
- Amanda: I'm so fat, it's disgusting.
- Jerry: How could you eat right before dinner?
- Amanda: I'm sorry! I was just so angry at myself for screwing up, I... I couldn't help it.
- Jerry: You know, I reserved the corner booth.
- Amanda: It's okay, I mean... You can order, and I'll just get a club soda. I'm dieting anyway.
- Jerry: I can't take their best booth with just one of us eating, it's not nice.
- Amanda: No, it's fine.
- Jerry: No, it's not. It's not fine, it's dinner hour, you know, the restaurant's jammed packed. You can't not eat, how does it look?
- Amanda: What do you care what it looks like? I mean, why do you always care what other people think?
- Jerry: It's embarassing if just one of us eats, you know?
- Amanda: Okay. Well, order me a meal and I just won't eat it.
- Jerry: I can't go in there and do that.
- Amanda: Well, then order me a steak and I'll get a doggybag, and it can be my insomnia snack.
- Jerry: What kind of an anniversary dinner is that? Huh? "Can I have one dinner please, and can you put a steak in a doggybag?" Look, I just, you know I thought we'd sit over some wine and I'd look into your eyes and tell you how beautiful you are...
- Amanda: Well, I'm not beautiful, I'm fat.
- Jerry: Alright, look, let's... let me, I'll cancel the reservation, let's just... Let's go home, I'll make myself some eggs or something.
- Amanda: There are no more eggs, I ate them.
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